Wednesday 21 December 2011

take a new single breath...

new single breath...every breath is a meaningful 4 me...thks ALLAH i found u...no more lies,no more pretending n no more secret...u make my life perfectly...even though i miss my life before this but sometimes life change n even it's better than before this...thks dear 4 alwys with me n hppy with me...thks a lot,love u...^_^

Monday 12 December 2011

the night become the sad night...

when we feel so sad...our feeling become so down...i feel so sad at this mood moment,thinking bout the one who always in my heart...hoping that she will always be just fine...i worried bout u... seriously...why always me being such in this situation...i really need somebody that can share something with me...my roommate...where u go...when i sad u're always been there with me...u're such a good friends but now i alone...become so blunt...so down...i take a deep breath every time i think bout it...

Sunday 11 December 2011

kini aku serabut lagi..

mcm niela aku tiap2 sem...asyik serabut je pikir psl bnde2 mcm nie...ble nk hpy de je bnde yg halang aku...kdg2 aku tak taw nk watpe lg...i'm really spechless right,i cannot think,i cannot stdy...what i haven't done wrong from the begining.npe slalu je aku start nk mulekan sumthng tbe2 tgh2 jln2 de je mcm2 halangan...what me...why always me...i wish i can start a new life...but i can't...ya Allah...tolongla hambamu yg lemah ini ya Allah...

Tuesday 6 December 2011

new chapter

new chapter life begin... sometimes when new comes along,a old get hurt...i'm really Confucius n don't know what to do...sometimes i hoping that i only get one person in my life...to be understand n to be with that person hopefully...dear my boo...hope u can take it slow...no need to worry about the other's n what thing come's through...the most important thing is u n me...we'll always gonna be fine dear...always...=)

Friday 28 October 2011

perasaan bermacam2....

hendak luah tp tak sume akan phm...hidup nie kdg2 pnuh ngn dugaan...bile lg hebat dugaan yg dtg...maka hebatla jugak hasil yg akan dtg...ketika kite masih mmpu snyum,snyumla tp bila kite sedih,takde ape yg mmpu kite buat slain sedih...yg dtg pd kite hnyela kesbrn...yg mmpu mmbuat kite lebih kuat dimse akan dtg...insyallah...

Thursday 22 September 2011

back to previous memory...

why can i forget a past memory...it's hurt when the person u like most came to u and all the memory came to u...it's most hurtful...the month is past n i almost forget her but why she come back...too memory-able to me...i wish i can forgot her but i can't...i hope i can start new sem with my new life...but i can't when i see her around... my mouth say no but my heart say yes...please help me...ALLAH...

Saturday 6 August 2011

oh ibu...

dlm hidup nie...kdg2 kita tak sedar betapa untungnya kita ada ibu n bapa...aku syukur sgt ada mereka...kalo takde mereka...takdela aku dlm dunia nie...kdg2 kita byk tipu ibu kita,lawan ckp mereka,kdg2 kita tak sedar yg kita byk buat slh ngn mereka...lg2 ibu tu bwh tapak kaki kita...aku tak boleh bygkan hidup tnpa ibu...aku hrp dpt jaga ibu aku ngn baik sblm apa2 jd kat dia...mak...cepatla sembuh...akmal hrp mak sihat selalu tengok kami anak2 berjaya...aku sedih sgt yg mak aku de pnyakit skrg nie...boleh cegah tp nak merawatnye sbnrnye takla mudah yg kita sngka...aku perlukan mak...mak byk ajar aku tentang kehidupan...kalo mak kita marah tu...tndanya dia syg kt kita...caring psl kita...cume kita nie je kdg2 tak sedar yg betapa untungnya kita ada ibu...mak...cepatla smbuh...akmal doakn mak cepat sembuh...amin...

Saturday 30 July 2011

selamat dtg ramadhan...=)

salam ramadhan...hujung bulan 7...dekat pulak ngn bfday aku tu...hehe...bangga kejapla...=p...harap bulan puase aku nie pnuh ngn kemanisan yg aku dapat drpd hidup dlm kegelapan selamat nie...kan best kalo aku dpt jumpe ko ramadhan...nama org ramadhan ke...hehe...demand nak tinggi je...=p

Friday 22 July 2011

buku baru...=)

episode baru...marila kita bukak buku baru...yg sedih tu tinggal or buang jauh...lepas nie aku pun tak nak tulis bende2 sedih lagi...hehe...so think positif...alwys...=)

Thursday 21 July 2011

seniman menagis...

bila sesorang seniman itu menagis,dia tidak akan menagis begitu je...dia akan menagis dlm hatinya...baginya,jikalau menagis,jgn la kita tunjukan yg kita terlalu sedih...hidup nie kan...kdg2 tak indah yg kita sangka...indah itu dtg hanya sekejap...yg selebihnya penderitaan...macam mana pun life kene go on k...nak sedih2 pun tak guna...walaupun dia seorang lelaki...keras mcm mana pun jauh lubuk hati dia ada yg lembut jugak...

Wednesday 20 July 2011

kesedihan...

tibe2 rase sedih lak malam nie...tahla...kdg2 bende yg kite rancang memang satu dalam sepuluh baru menjadi...tp nak buat mcm mana...tuhan tu ada rancangn yg tersendiri...aku tak mampu nak menagis tp aku sedih dlm hati tuhan je taw...mungkin nie dugaan tuhan nak bagi kat aku...sbrla mal...de hikmahnye...doakan aku tabah melalui hari2 yg sukar nie ye kwn2,amin...=)

huruf 'C'

complicated adalah perkataan yg aku paling tak suke sgt...meskipun manusia nie memang 'C'...tapi kita perlu go on dan teruskan hidup kita...kita perlu sedar kdg2 betapa untungnye kita berbanding dengan orang2 yg jauh lebih malang n tak bernasib baik dari kita...

Tuesday 19 July 2011

morning..

aku baru dapat mimpi tadi...yg aku sedar dunie nie hanyela sementara...memang banyak lagi perkara yg kite perlu buat...yg paling penting aku perlu adalah...janganla kite terbawak2 perasaan yg tak pernah ada untuk kite...yg kite taw bende tu sebenarnya memang bukan untuk kite...so aku rasa aku tak perlu mengejar sesuatu yang aku sendiri tak pasti...so life must moving on...so bye bye 'S'...so lepas nie ko kene jaga diri ko n jadi kuat k lepas nie...aku harap ko ley jaga diri ko...sebab pd aku,ko bukan suke aku pun...so aku pun tak mengharap sangat...cume aku harap ko ley cari seseorang yg ley paham ko lepas nie...sayonara...=)

Friday 15 July 2011

no title...

bak kata kumpulan DEWA19...menagisla bila harus...manusia bisa menagis...tak kira laki atau ppuan...aku kdg2 susah nak nagis tapi bile dgr lagu nie sayu gakla...kdg2 aku nie ego...tapi walaupun aku ego,aku jugak de prasaan...napela manusie kdg2 tak pernah hargai sesama diaorg sendiri...kdg2 aku sedih sgt cume aku tak bisa menagis...tuhan je taw pe yg aku rase...napela bnde2 mcm nie slalu jadi kat aku...slalu terluke...kdg2 rase dipermain2kan pun de...pela nasib aku...tula lumrah dunie...kalo kite setia,de je halangan mcm2 yg dtg...kdg kalo curang kata kite pulak jahat...tp at least aku tak pernah curang ngn couple2 aku sblm nie...well aku cume sedih jela...myb de hikmah kot sume nie...kdg2 aku rindu zmn2 mude aku dl...cume skrg nie lain sikit...tak macam dl la...hehehe....

Wednesday 13 July 2011

1st day working...

ley tahan jugakla keje hari nie...kaki memang mcm nak krem gakla...hehe...yg tak tahan aku siap boleh tumpahkan air kat meja artis tadi...peh...malula...nasib baik time tu dia g mane tah...1st day dah malang dah...pela nasib...hehehe

Sunday 10 July 2011

pilihan antara dua...

kdg2 kite nak buat pilihan nie bukan senang...lg2 bila pilihan tu menentukan hidup mati kite...aku kene buat pilihan antara dua...sama ada keje atau stdy...stdy aku dahla teruk...lepas tu aku takut sgt nak belajar sbb aku dah takde minat nak blaja enginering skrg nie...nak tukar kos dah terlewat...pe je yg de pilihan aku skrg keje...aku betul2 desperate sgt ngn hidup skrg...tula dl time awal2 sem thn1 tak nak blaja betul2...kan dah jadi macma nie...pela ko mal...nie sume mslh diri sendiri...pape pun aku syukur de org offer aku keje...aku hrp2 dpt keje tu n lepas nie keje betul2 n smbung la part time blaja...sia2 sthn aku...at least aku de volleyball...ada jugak life...hehehe...tula...jgn jadi mcm aku...hope life aku lebih elok dlm mase akan dtg...amin...wish me luck friends...=)

Friday 8 July 2011

masa....tik tok tik tok....

masa...tidak penah menunggu kita...menunggu dan terus menunggu...masa berlalu tanpa kita sedari...kita tidak boleh memutarkan masa atau membeli masa...kerana bende yg akan dtg akan terus pergi...adakah aku terlalu lewat atau terlalu awal???...atau aku tidak sedari masa akan terus tinggalkan aku tanpa aku sendiri sedari...aku bagai laut dipantai yg sentiasa menolak air dipantai tanpa berhenti...aku sedar siapa aku...aku mungkin akan bertahan dan terus bertahan sampai masanya aku akan kering disedut tanpa sesiapa pun sedari...

Thursday 7 July 2011

harga-menghargai...

cite psl menghargai nie...byk sgt sbb bile kite tak taw nak menghargai sesuatu bnde atau org...kite mesti menyesal lepas tu...contohnye kite tak pernah nak hargai pe yg parent kite bg contoh mcm jam...lepas tu tak jaga jam tu ngn baik...begitula manusia...bile kite tidak menghargai seseorg tu...kite psti akan myesal krn peluang yg dtg hanye sekali...peluang takkan berulang-ulangkali...sepatutnye mnusie perlu bersyukur dgn pe yg mrk ada supaya mrk rs bnde yg mrk hargai tu bernilai sebenarnye...takde jual kat mana2 kedai pun...=)
so blaja la menghargai seseorg bagaimana seseorg tu menghargai kite...^_^

Wednesday 6 July 2011

IF...

if i can make her smile everyday...i would...
if i can make her laugh every time...i should...
if i can make her cry sometimes...i will comfort her...n i will...
if i can make her always be with me...i hope...

what if i can't...
if i can't make she like me...i can't...
if i can't make her love me...i don't...

just sometimes i just pretend to be happy in fact i'm not...n still hoping that one day she will...she will...she will...open her heart again...

just what can i say to her...i hope that something will always makes her life fulfill with happiness...i hope...i would...i should...n i will...

perjalananku...

perjalanan hidupku masih jauh...mak slalu ckp nanti kalo ko dah kawin,boleh tolong2 adik2 ko yg sek lg nie...OMG,aku rase aku nie dah tue sgt or dah smpi masenye...kdg2 aku t'ingin jugak nak kawin awal...walaupun umur skrg sudah.....hehehe......umo adalah rahsie,aku masih ada lg 3thn utk hbiskan blajar aku...n dlm masa yg sama jugak aku pun nak bercinte...tp org yg aku tunggu tu...hmmm....tak ley nak ckp skrg kan wak,kan,kan,kan....=p.....dl mak n ayah aku kawin umo mude relek je...tp skrg zmn dah lain...de yg kawin awal n ada jugak yg lmbt kwin...aku kdg2 tkut pikir psl kawin...ngn sape aku kawin...tp jodoh tu tgn tuhan kan...tuhan dah tentukan...mcm mana pun aku takkan give up ngn hidup aku n dgn org yg aku betul2 suka n syg tsbt...^_^
aku cume berharap pd tuhan yg pintu hatinye akan terbuke n dpt lupekan sume ksedihan yg de dlm diri nye...aku hanya mampu mnjdi teman yg boleh dia luahkan perasaan,bermanja,dan berkongsi pe saje dlm hatinye...aku memang bersedia utk sume tu dan akan aku tunaikan segala apa yg diminta...insyallah...=)

sad song...

kdg2 bile dgr lagu sedih nie,kite akan turut sedih dan down...bg aku,walaupun aku penah jugak down,tapi elakkan dgr lagu sedih time ko tengah down...cubela buat somthing yg positif...pikir pnjg...kdg2 life memang bukan yg ini yg kita mintak tp tula hakikatnye...walaupun kite cube mcm2 yg terbaik utk diri kite,n tak pernah cukup at least kite ada usaha...walaupun dikritik dgn hebat...pape pn kawan penting dlm bnde2 mcm nie...dieorg la support kite walaupun ada kwn2 yg tak dpt phm perasaan kite,at least diaorg enjoy ngn kita...tu yg pnting...just be urself n have some fun...=)

Tuesday 5 July 2011

hear me out...

are u gonna say goodbye?coz i really don't want to hear it...good becoz i'm not gonna say it,i'm not gonna say goodbye coz i'm not going anywhere, every-time a light shines through that window we built or any window at all that's me... OK?...love is fragile and we're not always it's best caretakers...we just middle through n do the best we can...hope this fragile thing survive against all odds....

kisah acad...

alkisah bermula bila kitaorang lepak umah acad...2hari jugakla...makan,minum,tido umah dia...lepas 2 hari tersebut,aku ckp kat acad,"acad,parent ko blik biler,"?pastu acad ngn selumber ckp,"mak aku baru gerak dr ipoh pagi tadi,"....dia ngn muka relek dia je...so aku pun relekla...pastu mbe2 yg lain dtg umah dia lepak skali...mlm lak tu...lepas tu tngh gelak2...tibe muncul mak n ayah dia kat dpean pintu...malu gkla kitaorg time tu...acad mcm relek je...tp lepas kitaorg blik komfem dia kene sound ngn parent dia tu...hehehe....tula acad...padan muke ko...pape pun maseh sbb bg kitaorg lepak umah ko...hehehe

sebelum tido...

sebelum tido,aku slalu byk pikir kan macam2 kdg2 aku smpi tak terpikirla bnde yg aku nak pikir...life is great but something when u fall down,u feel like u're losing u self...aku kdg2 cpt down tapi aku cube kuatkan diri aku n  mental....aku hrp aku takla lemah walaupn manusia nie sebenarnyer pemimpin...=),well khamis nie aku kene interivew ngn GM...general manager hotel...keje tetap walaupn cuti aku tinggal lg 2bulan je...hope sempat kumpul duit nk shoping raye nie...heeee....

Sunday 3 July 2011

count on me...^_^

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
And you'll be there
'cause that's what friends are supposed to do oh yeah
ooooooh, oooohhh yeah yeah

If you're tossin' and you're turnin
and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Every day I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
And you'll be there
'cause that's what friends are supposed to do oh yeah
ooooooh, oooohhh yeah yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye

You know you can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
And you'll be there
'cause that's what friends are supposed to do oh yeah
ooooooh, oooohhh 

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you 

story of my day....

1st time dlm sejarah aku rasa hidup aku terisi lagi2 bila aku dah clash selama 5bulan nie...diisi ngn aktiviti ngn kwn2,n paling best adalah volleyball!i like volleyball...tp kdg2 mak aku tak bg aku main vb...dia kata vb nie tak ley g jauh..kdg2 kecewe gakla ngn pendapat mak aku...bende yg 1st time aku minat sgt...volleyball byk menghilangkan rasa sedih aku lg2 bila aku clash...aku nie kuat termenung...hehe...pe saje la...lg2 kalo dilamun cinta kot...=p...well...aku pn tak tak nak story mcm mana kisah cinta aku...kdg2 aku sendiri konfius ngn kisah cinta aku...mcm dlm movie pun ada kdg2...well jgn la jd macam aku yg slalu pikir psl mslh cinta nie...slalu sgt termenung...nasib baik aku ngh cuti skrg...kalo blaja nie...masak aku...pelajaran g mana...aku g mana...hehe...pape pn aku akan cube jd yg lebih baik dr sebelum nie...=)

Friday 1 July 2011

my 1st time blogging!!!^_^

hello readers...act i just trying a new blog for myself...n write how i feel becoz this is my blog!....heee...n nice to meet u all's n welcome to my blog...u're all most welcome...=)